Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Lord Sad lage ko ay :(

Woooh grabe busy kaayo ko sugod dec. 24 until now balhin2x ko ug puyo para maka help sa repacking ug feeding para sa mga nasalanta ni Sendong ... Sad ko kay ambot ngano... lisod man explain wui.. pero happy ko kay nakatabang ko ... silang ate Gemma happy kaayo sila na naa ko... pero a part of my heart is SAD why man LORD? (naa gyud gusto ipa learn na lesson si Lord sa ako sure gyud ko)  Geh lang basta ang purpose nako na fulfill gyud siya para sa mga nasalanta sa Bagyo ... wala koy lain gi saligan ikaw ra gyud Lord... naglisod gyud ko karon ug sulat kay unspeakable akong gibati karon.... :'( importante happy kaayo siya... Ugma na sad mag putos sa mga relief goods dec. 29... SAD gyud ko ay... :( :( :(

Monday, December 19, 2011

Love God before the world

Love God before the world. The world may abandon you but God will never leave nor forsake you. Okay WALK but walking without God is like walking on thorns (hard). Don't depend on yourself because when your down the STRENGTH you will need will come only from God. :) hope you've understand the true meaning of life. God is good all the time.
Don't be blind. God died for us.

Friday, December 16, 2011

Sure ko maka relate siya ani haha

Does loving someone mean you have to like them too?

Nabasa ko lang ni sa isa ka blogger ... ^___^

God wanted me to love a girl that I really had no intention of every talking to again. Well I started talking to her (over Facebook) and it went great. She was receptive. She seemed legitamately grateful to hear what I was telling her. She seemed like she was going to change. Whether or not she actually does is now up to her and God. I did my part.

But did I really.

Now that I am home on Christmas break, she is asking me to meet up with her and some mutual friends, but I don’t want too. This got me thinking: can you love someone without wanting anything to do with them? The human part of me wants to say yes. That way, in my mind, I can tell God that I did fullfill his request, I do love her, I just have no desire to ever be her friend. But another part of me thinks that is absolute bull and is just my excuse to ditch the hard part.

I have to show her that I still care about her, want to be in her life, and am there for her, none of which paticularly appeal to me. But the first part that God wanted me to do turned out so well that maybe I should just trust that this will as well.

God, I hope You know what You are doing, because I certainly do not.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

La lang


Kung kahibaw lang ko nga muabot diay ka sa akong kinabuhi,
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Gisundo unta ta ka para mas sweet ug romantic! ♥ :D

Half Of My Heart

HAHA karelate kayo ko ani na song! ^____^


 I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been


Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring


Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you
Oh, with half of my heart


I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else
I made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself
Lonely was the song I sang, 'til the day you came
Showing me a better way and all that my love can bring


Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you
Oh, with half of my heart
Adictivoz.com
With half of my heart


Your faith is strong
But I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you than half of my heart
But I can't stop loving you
But I can't stop loving you
But I can't stop loving you with half of my...


Half of my heart
Half of my heart


half of my heart's got a real good imagination
half of my heart's got you
half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
that half of my heart won't do


Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding 
To a bride with a paper ring
And half of my heart is the part of a man 
Who's never really loved anything


Half of my heart
Half of my heart 
Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

There's a purpose behind all events

We can love someone and just be happy about it, even if we know that it won't last forever. It's not about being in a relationship. It's about being happy because we know we have loved someone truly. There's a purpose behind all events. And this purpose develops us as a person. Whatever relationship we have in your life right now, it is precisely the one we need at the moment. We just have to stay with it because it'll help us grow. ♥

O.o

SHe was the first thing on my mind every morning. She  was the last thing I thought of, drifting off. I couldn't wait to see her. Every atom of me missed Her ." 

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Nanaman? Ayay...

“that kind of feeling…it’s not an emotion that can disappear in one day. it’s not an emotion that you can easily have regarding anyone, but once that kind of feelings developed, it’s an emotion that you can’t control or drag out and can’t replace with anyone else. it’s an emotion that doesn’t disappear no matter how much you ignore and deny. it doesn’t disappear …. missing and wanting to see that person.” I think a part of me will always be waiting for you.... 


"Whenever you dönt Understand whats happening...you just have to close your eyes..take a deep breath and says.."LORD I KNOW ITS YOUR PLAN JUST HELP ME THROUGH IT"




Drama nasab... 

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Always Falling Never Finding


Why is it no one ever needs me

The way I want them to

Why is it I always fall hard

But they never do

Every Little thing reminds me

All my thoughts are of you

I think about nothing else

In your mind is there thoughts of me too?

I want to talk to you

But when you’re near

I falter, tongue tied

Is it your reaction I fear?

You are perfection

I am flawed

You deserve someone

Who you also adored

My feelings are a curse

To feel this is pain

I know you wont feel the same

So what have I to gain?